True Gentleness and Mental Illness

Love is not sacrifice, love is true gentleness and that is something we can achieve if we compare our current fallen state with our divine state hidden in our DNA.

i got my own boat

you don't have to save any room for me

PTSD and Mental Illness

Now I have never been diagnosed with PTSD nor have I ever been in a war, but I do want to say that when I hear a loud noise or someone yells at me I usually get scared if its a sound that I am not used to or afraid of. If you don't know what PTSD is here is the Wikipedia article.

When you yell at someone or make a loud noise or do anything that would set a person with PTSD off you better be prepared to calm them down or you don't know what will happen next. People with PTSD are not dangerous or even docile if you know how to help them not go into their mania. They will tell you what sets them off and you should take the time to learn what they are and try to avoid them unless they want to do something to face their fears.

I slept at the skate park for fun and I met a man that has PTSD, he can be set off by any noise that he is not expecting. I did not respect his PTSD when I first started talking to him but the longer I talked to him I came to have a deep respect for the man. He talked about how he hopped rails with his service dog and how he met many people along the way and learned many things.

Erase All The Hate

This World Needs A Healing

The Bigger Picture and Mental Illness

The greater than us philosophy can sometimes leave us confused if we lack trust. Trust in the universe. I have posted the Full Body Scan in the God and Mental Illness post. I believe god is in all of us and everything. Everything connected, perfect, and whole in every way. I have been in and out of the Mental Health ward of the hospital because I was using illegal drugs and I believe that the reason I was admitted each time was because 1. I didn't respect my family's wishes to not do illegal drugs. 2. I was doing what other people wanted me to do instead of trusting in my own values.

Every day I try to watch the sunrise and sunset to get a release of DMT to allow myself to be happy and connected day and night. I use the mantras,

I'm Sorry Please Forgive Me Thank You I Love You

How Can I Help You

Focus Patience Humility

Aware Listen Comprehend

These mantras used correctly can help you to protect yourself. If you find one works better than the other just use that one for a while or figure out what works for you.

The second two mantras are for mother nature and the first two are for the perfect system.

Mother nature heals you and allows you to balance yourself and I believe the perfect system mantras are the mantras of Christ. In a previous post I mentioned that Jesus is made up and that his philosophy is real. If you are using these to help other people you are acting Christlike and therefor being Christ in that moment. Suffering is inevitable but if you have love in your heart and you are being yourself you will be entirely protected by the universe.

Suffering feels good and if you think like this it will feel like the universe is just loving you more.

<3 much love wim hof and get off have a great time i love you

Balance and Mental Illness

Witchcraft or not medications are usually helpful if you are prescribed the correct ones. I am currently on Abilify and Lithium and it has helped me with all forms of my mental illness. I wasn't trying to tell anyone to completely give up medications or anything like that I was simply offering other options. Faith and spirituality will always be more powerful than any thing you can put in your body but to have to much of one thing will always be bad. Some times any amount of something is too much and I learned that the hard way. Much love.

Mania and Mental Illness

I have been a bundle of emotions since I was young and to this day it has gotten me into all kinds of situations and all I could do was try to talk myself out of them or hide from them entirely. This blog has helped me to put my thoughts and emotions somewhere, I don't mind it being public because I don't believe the things I have learned should be a secret. We all deserve to have knowledge to make our lives better. I believe my heart should be full of love, my head full of imagination, my eyes ears and mouth for good and my hands helping others. I want to live by this philosophy my entire life. Following the instincts of helping others and in return getting blessings so that I may help more people. A perfect circle, never completed. Those who play devils advocate are there for a reason. You should take there actions as lessons and ways to motivate you. No one is all good or all evil and I know that I will make mistakes. We should come together in love for our fellow human beings. This is more important now than it has been in our entire human existence. Be Christ like in your actions. Any thing that Christ was capable of you are absolutely capable of.