Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Hello

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The man who said was my father that I met at the train station said that the world was set up as it is so that the universe can become more intelligent. I believe there are other ways to become more intelligent and this 1000 years of peace and prosperity will be a time for people to learn in a safe environment. There will be no wars, no one trying to scam anyone, and no hungry. If you keep love and gratitude in your heart I believe there is no limit to the things that we can learn and therefore become stronger. I have been adding people on Facebook. Many people, and talking to them about all manner of things. One of them messaged me with a link that gave information about his culture and how it is human kinds right to live these traditions and eat these foods because it will keep you safe and healthy. There is a paypal link at the bottom of the page and if you buy the program you will be sent videos about his culture. Let's Stop Covid-19 I asked him what he will use the money for and he said this in these words. Im using this money to develop more my skills and information to bring better ideas and true informations I bought good camera for these purpose i paid all materials I want to travel to south of morocco to meed some ladies and get experience from them about their way to live All these need lot money, but im doing ok, step by step, in arabic culture there are lot of good things, hobbies, ....word must see and take it, it's humanity culture and tradition everybody has right to know and take the good, especially for health and body Im asking small amount, just to do my staff professional way.

Sunday, April 12, 2020

Belief and Mental Illness

If you don't believe anything I write in my blog that is a good thing. I would rather you read through it with an understanding that I have had mental illness my entire life and I probably wouldn't always make the correct decisions. I am not saying however you shouldn't read it because you think that you are better than me or I am better than you in any way. What you put your belief in will grow because that is how consciousness works. If you put your belief in a kind and loving universe that will always protect you as you are learning that will be the outcome. If you put your faith in your parents who believe it is there god given right to treat you however they want to because the scriptures told everyone to "Honor thy Father and Mother" You will get wrapped up in their ideals and what they believe about themselves will become true for you in your life. The best way to honor your father and mother is to treat them with love and respect but that doesn't always mean you have to believe the same things they believe in. Or do or say anything that they want you to say.

Friday, April 10, 2020

420 BLAZE IT

i been smoking that dank since highschool and I gotta say its been pretty great. the only problem is that it is a psychoactive drug so it will alter your mind state messing with important hormones in your brain. because i have a mental illness i tend to abuse drugs. now that god has told me in person his plan i understand i should just continue living my life how i was but this time i will feel more connected with the universe. tbh i would rather learn more by staying mentally ill but i feel really healthy and clear now. i am grateful and glad my higher power came to me to save me and tell me that i am loved.

Thursday, April 9, 2020

abuse

for the entirety of our family lives since my father married my mom all that time ago, our family has continuously been locked into an endless cycle of mental and physical abuse in almost all of its forms. Mental illness causes people to put up walls around every aspect of their lives because the best way to heal from mental illness is to push everyone away until you come to realize happiness doesn't come from anyone or anything else. It comes from the natural intelligence of the entire universe we were blessed with.

D&D and Everything Else

dungeons and dragons is more real than our reality because you can experience anything in it. if you believe in christ he teaches you to love anyone and everyone. but all that does is wear you down til you are lying helpless in the dirt. if you truly want to help others then start playing d&d. there are an endless number of religions to choose from. i made my own and you probably know what it is called