It takes time to realize pain is the only illusion and its just a choice of seeing the truth within

Its not healed in my heart and body and mind yet

ive been through alot of pain

like the rest of the world

Its sad we give our power away to those who will only use it to destroy us

I should have believed in my self more than some government to take care of me

I tried every avenue through the system and it didn't work so I realized the system was all a lie I was telling myself.

you see christs message is this.

We and everything else is all the One True Creator. So when I can take responsibility for my actions and thoughts and live to the word of god most high by keeping my thoughts and actions clean in the eye of god most high

and asking the holy spirit what to do next

fear gets in the way because thought creates emotion

So if I purify my thoughts and protect myself

I believe we can all be liken unto christ because we would be christ when we are living in the kingdom of heaven within

I don't know who or what I am anymore

All I want to do is learn to accept and love all parts of myself. It takes a long time but I am willing to commit myself to the process.

Wisdom and Mental Illness

Divine love is with in you and all around and in all things.

Healing comes when you understand that the Kingdom of Heaven is within you!

True Gentleness and Mental Illness

Love is not sacrifice, love is true gentleness and that is something we can achieve if we compare our current fallen state with our divine state hidden in our DNA.

i got my own boat

you don't have to save any room for me

PTSD and Mental Illness

Now I have never been diagnosed with PTSD nor have I ever been in a war, but I do want to say that when I hear a loud noise or someone yells at me I usually get scared if its a sound that I am not used to or afraid of. If you don't know what PTSD is here is the Wikipedia article.

When you yell at someone or make a loud noise or do anything that would set a person with PTSD off you better be prepared to calm them down or you don't know what will happen next. People with PTSD are not dangerous or even docile if you know how to help them not go into their mania. They will tell you what sets them off and you should take the time to learn what they are and try to avoid them unless they want to do something to face their fears.

I slept at the skate park for fun and I met a man that has PTSD, he can be set off by any noise that he is not expecting. I did not respect his PTSD when I first started talking to him but the longer I talked to him I came to have a deep respect for the man. He talked about how he hopped rails with his service dog and how he met many people along the way and learned many things.

Erase All The Hate

This World Needs A Healing