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you are fully protected and loved by the universe have a grand old time buddy

Cycles

The universe runs in cycles but people who are led by fear are oblivious to it. You may notice the sunrise and sunset but I hardly ever went to sleep during the night and stayed awake during the day. If we don't recognize that everything changes then we are left bewildered wondering why so much stuff changes around us all the time.

Medications and Mental Illness

All medications good or bad are basically witchcraft in the universes eyes. You can do it, you may or may not feel better. To the universe these methods of healing simply don't exist. In reality the only real method of healing is tying yourself spiritually to mother nature through your Kundalini Chakra
Why not try to experience the universe. Keep your chakras aligned and always remember the word is more powerful than any human. Be grateful for the word and nothing else. No other attachment could ever bring you as much beauty or creativity. Just go within and have the best life for a while. Then when you come out to the world better than you have ever been. Everyone will want a piece of the action. I tried it this morning. I can think about anything while typing this. I can do 4 things at once and focus and individualize all 4 things. Why not be a super human. It seems legal to me. I mean what do you think vegans and people who live spiritually do all day. YOLO

We can heal

Faster than you think

We don't make mistakes, just happy little accidents.

Happy Trees

Peace and Mental Illness

The amount of suffering I have experienced throughout my life comes no where even close to the suffering that my father, my older brothers, and my mom has gone through just doing what they believed to be correct at the time. Today my father finally told me his plan for me and everyone else in his life at this time. Currently my dad allows my homeless brother to live in the garage, and because of that more homeless people have shown up and started living in the shed and other places on our property. His plan is to get restraining orders against me and my older homeless brother and my other brother that recently tried to kill him. When he informed me of his plan I was very calm and I asked him if he wanted help with the restraining orders. He told me he didn't want my help because he doesn't trust me to do what is right and I was totally fine with that. I called him a liar and told him that I don't have time for his emotional abuse any more. I am incredibly grateful he is getting a restraining order against me and my brothers because he has been a great source of pain for not only him self but our entire family. I will use the money from this paycheck to find a place to rent now and I believe it will only get better from here. Our family is finally starting to heal and I believe him pushing us away is the best way to accomplish this.

The Work and Mental Illness

The truth is almost always hidden behind thoughts that your brain has about the world you live in and yourself. Many of the times truth will only come to you if you question those thoughts. I have posted about The Work by Byron Katie before. It is a process of writing down your thoughts so that you can capture them and question them by asking yourself. What would I be without this thought? Then you find the turnaround of the thought, there are many for every thought. For instance, a thought I have had about my self for as long as I can remember is my friends and family don't enjoy my company. I think that a turnaround for this is my friends and family enjoy my company. I think a more truthful turnaround could be that I enjoy my friends and family's company because I cannot control if they are enjoying my company or not. Then when you have found the turn around. Meditate in the turn around for as long as you are suffering. You will be suffering when meditating on the turnaround because when love replaces fear its scary and it hurts. You want to meditate in that suffering for as long as it takes to get the suffering to go away. I have tried this technique on many thoughts and you will always receive the answer of what is truthful. It just takes the time and work. :D