Peace and Mental Illness

The amount of suffering I have experienced throughout my life comes no where even close to the suffering that my father, my older brothers, and my mom has gone through just doing what they believed to be correct at the time. Today my father finally told me his plan for me and everyone else in his life at this time. Currently my dad allows my homeless brother to live in the garage, and because of that more homeless people have shown up and started living in the shed and other places on our property. His plan is to get restraining orders against me and my older homeless brother and my other brother that recently tried to kill him. When he informed me of his plan I was very calm and I asked him if he wanted help with the restraining orders. He told me he didn't want my help because he doesn't trust me to do what is right and I was totally fine with that. I called him a liar and told him that I don't have time for his emotional abuse any more. I am incredibly grateful he is getting a restraining order against me and my brothers because he has been a great source of pain for not only him self but our entire family. I will use the money from this paycheck to find a place to rent now and I believe it will only get better from here. Our family is finally starting to heal and I believe him pushing us away is the best way to accomplish this.