A long journey to understanding

Opening up is something I have recently even really considered as an option. I guess it is because I 1. Didn't feel I needed to with anyone other than my mother. 2. I had a lot of friends that made me feel loved so I didn't need to share my emotions and feelings. Then I realized it's really hard to talk to people about things you are feeling. Especially if you haven't worked through things you have difficulties with yet. I feel like I went through all different stages of grief in about 3 hours. Then after that everything was fine and I feel like I felt better. Actually listening to someone is also really hard, especially when its so important. I find warm milk and soft music helps with the pain. :3